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11月29日 想我了没有？好久好久好久没有来这里了。
感觉都快不认识了。今天来这里除除草，种种花。
前一阵子真是混沌呀。相信每个人现在都在自己的人生路口，正努力的向着自己选好的方向使劲地努力着。
我也一样。
经过了漫长的徘徊，最终决定找个工作，先真实的了解一下社会和工作，脚踏实地，找到自己的兴趣以及不足，然后再去深造深造。
基本上是这样。
在将近两周的煎熬之后，在我每天晚上默默祈祷不要没人要之后，终于拿到了第一个，也是最care的一个offer.
现在生活又要恢复正常和努力啦。
为了未来而积攒更多的知识和能力！
路上的各位，一起努力呀！！！
风雨过后总会有彩虹：）
p.s. thanx, tyler and world!! 3月31日 no easy stuff in adults' world我们被自己认为存在的不明力量推倒了人生的岔路口，面临着抉择，体味着彷徨。
那种力量或许是社会，或许是自己肩上的责任，或许是未来。
没有人愿意一辈子庸庸碌碌，当一辈子的凡夫俗子。
但是当这个世界把平平安安轻轻松松的过活也设置为一种生存的状态的时候，
许多人却甘心停住脚步了。
生活的确是很辛苦的，for adults.
成人的世界里，美好的事物都是需要代价的，需要用汗水浇灌的。
正是因为他们来之不易，所以才称其为美好吧。
年轻，就是尝试，就是可能。
不要再为自己划定框框。
不要再为自己戴上镣铐。
要用微微的痛楚，保持清醒的头脑，调出浓浓的美好，享用一生
3月29日 turn a new leafit is really not an easy semaster.
the beginning 5 weeks mostly were spent in our school library.
few hanging outs, little exercising...
but on hearing that our department is going hiking this weekeng to DRAGON KING MOUNTAIN, ZHEJIANG, i cannot wait anymore.I NEED TO RELAX!! although this big surprise made my working day schdule really tight.
recommand you all to do some exercise, i know how busy u all r. but exercising really provides people enthusiasm and good mood.
splended spring for everyone!!
 3月2日 cheer upmaybe i have been writing too much of my sad and depressed thoughts here.
hehe, when i am happy, i seldom write it down here.
sorry to make you all worry about me.
i am enjoying my life now, very much, although there are tough times!!
wish u happy!! 2月13日 ___ shanghaiin english, when people say come/go, they depend on where the speaker and the moving subject are.
however, in china, when we say回， then it feels more like to somewhere home.
so when talking about shanghai, which verb should i say? 2月5日 part of itwhy some people have become friends, lovers, couples, is perhaps the other ones have what they r persuing:
acompanying, characteristics they don't have but they wish to have, characteristics they r proud/shame of and they share the same, or sth similar as those who had left trace in their heart...
maybe those have satisfied the most important few items have been the most important to us.
but what would u do if they r looking for sth the ex-beloved ones possessed from u? 2月4日 the monogamistjust reviewed sex and the city.
after watching this, i don't know whether those married people would feel the same as those who are single. nor do i think those with-somebody-single vs. those single-single would feel identical.
maybe in this versatile world there are just way too much tempatations for people to resist?
or else why there r so many couple broken by a third plus?
r those who r dating different people feeling not too sure this is the right one to settle down or r they afraid of the resposibilities coming along?
people failure report出门两天，家里的6只金鱼剩下1只了。
今天妈妈去冲照片，听照片店的人说，不要买尾巴大大还分叉的金鱼，要买那种像鲤鱼一样的但是彩色的鱼会比较好养好活。妈妈似乎对这个建议更感兴趣，于是我的乌龟计划就被无期限推迟，成为了计划z...
出去玩得两天放了烟花。放的时候只顾着乐和大叫。
反而在去燃放区的路上更有冲击力。
由于放炮的人很多，天上的花，而变得隆隆声，不绝于耳/眼。
当越走越近的时候，感觉自己正走到那些绚烂的花炮中去，穿越的时空的感觉。
描述不来。只可意会，不可言传
我放炮的时候，心里在回想小时候放炮的感觉——5年前，10年前，或是更就之前。
看看身边一只抽烟的叔叔，他是不是在追忆15，20年前的事情？
抑或是下个月公司的预算应该怎样定？
20年后，我还会放炮吧？41岁的我，会在想些什么呢？ 1月31日 金鱼vs花原来常驻北京的时候，每个周末都和妈妈去ikea边上的花市，
买几捧花回家，偶尔还有在我的要求下买得几尾热带鱼。
妈妈不喜欢每次看着花开花败再把花扔掉，所以现在家里除了几盆常年盛开的蝴蝶兰，
只有看上去还蛮逼真的假花。
我家不善于养活物，热带鱼又比较金贵，所以鱼和花的更换速度几乎是一致的。
于是有一段时间只有花，没有鱼。
可是妈妈又喜欢家中有生气，恰巧家中有个大鱼缸，
于是便来养金鱼。
貌似金鱼应该比较容易适应环境，比较容易存活。
可是在我回家的短短两周里，已经亲眼目睹了4条小生命过世了。
以至于昨天晚上做梦，都在抢救金鱼。
梦里面金鱼在退色，仿佛鲜艳的颜色是他们生命力的指示，
然后我就拼命跑拼命跑去救他们，送他们到更富氧的水里面。
可是路太远了，还没送到，金鱼的羽毛就掉了一地，在我手中过世了。
今天一早跑去看金鱼，不幸被我梦中，又一条漂在水上面了……
还是鼓动妈妈养小乌龟吧，传说生命力更强。
1月30日 别留恋过去的东西，大概真的就是那样悄声无息的过去了吧。
从前，也许我们是近乎重合在一起的圆；
若干年后，也许，我们已经忘记了曾经有过那样一个圆。
也许，相切。
很正常。
只是，每次想到的时候，心中有一丝丝的空旷……
可是我对于别的圆，也许忘得更干净？
或许我们现在都不再是圆，
我们把自己，按照自己以为是生活强加给我们的样子，作了整形。
即使有机会，也未必会有人选择再回去做圆
也许，我们只是喜欢守着相簿说，瞧，我那时圆圆的多可爱。 1月25日 hehappy and exhausted.
a bunch of friends of different circles gathered together and went skiing today.
and now i only have the energy to say i did enjoy tomy day.
i now have an excited spirit in an extremely exhausted body.
hum,should lie on bed and read now. 1月22日 熊猫人
1月21日 terrible daylost in pain.
my stomuch is killing me, again.
when i needed extreme conciousness during the final exam period, i had to struggle.
and now i need sleep to peace my pain, i am fully alert to feel every bit of the pain.
irronic.
people.
things within their reach are not of the first priority
and far beyond their reach and out of their controls are what they eagerly pursue.
gotta buy friends back home.
really miss the 6 of them. 1月18日 walk all the way to NYa tough day.
a long day,indeed.
i walked all the way home, from tsinghua uni.
walking can trully calm me down.
after all the steps, i found my way home,
i found a way to discard all those disappointment and sadness.
and now i am caring and thoughtful again.
i really am.
since i have had made my choice, then i would have to pay.
and it is not that much if people don't put them in their little self-enclosure.
right?!!
support.
i understand and i support.
i have kept my promise.
wish everybody healthy,
esp. those who are now not in pink.
1月16日 winter vacationwoo
back home again.
everything is just so familiar and needs no time to catch up.
only mum and i are home and that makes the house a little bit empty, and so is one part of my feelings.
be cool, and take full use of this long vacation.
be a better us.
12月7日 36freezing and esp it is in the morning.
i never liked the winter in shanghai.this year, it seems i have not changed a bit at this very point.
winter in bj, it is warm or even say hot.
and i love it when i can sit my body in that warm tempreture while provide my nostrills with fresh cold air.
that is great joy!
but here in sh, everywhere, just cold.
can't help counting the days back to bj.
u r the right person at the wrong time, wrong place;
u r the wrong person at the right time, right place;
---from a chinese pop song
it also applies when it goes to things in life.
different time, different people and stuff.
nnd discover what is essential and good for now, correctly,
should be a wise idea to make ourselves have a broader and little-bumping road. 11月10日 rolling rollinghaven't been here for a long time.
well, actually, i constantly come here, but seldom publish sth lately.
but i am thrilled today, for my english,uh it sucks.
so it is urgent i recall my sense.
yeah, i gotta read and listen--- no time to spare.
i am very happy, although in a way quite different from what life style of mine used to be.
and i feel stress, for there are tons of work should be done but not and there are tons of tons of work to be done.and for the changes in my life, in the way i treat some of my friends and the way the treat me.
get the ball rolling!! 10月22日 knew=conscious?this afternoon i went to the JA lecture. haven't been to such kind of activities for quite a long time. get to understand better: why the ancient roman philosophers would love to choose touring around as a means of learning and thinking. as long as there are things happen, there are inspiration. the lecturer was the general manager of microsoft greater china technique supporting center. possitive attitude and always do the present things well are the two most striking points to me. well, there are things you always knew, but unfortunately, you just have never been conscious of them. p.s. read a friend's blog. he just wrote something so similar to what i had wrote, almost identical. wow! 10月12日 doll and candy barlife taught me, if u want to acquire something, u've got to trade for it.
beautiful doll in the precisely decorated display window, u r sth the little girla longing for.
they stand in front of the window for hours, days, months, years,
but u r just way too expensive.
but one day, u r gone.
there is sth else in the display window, a candy bar.
i am just so curious to know what happened.
so i asked the shop keep.
the shop keeper said,' there is a little girl who really love this doll.
everyday, she comes here, stares at the doll, as if she had became a statue.
months later, i am just so touched, and said to her
'u can have it if u give me your gorgeous candy bar.'
but she hesitated.
she loved that candy bar.
it had been with her for a long time.
it is huge, sweet, with colors of the rainbow.'
somehow, the candy bar has been traded for that beautiful doll.
and i can imagine the sweetest smile on that little girl's face, shining with tears in regret of the candy bar.
if that is what life takes for the trade, then it is worth it. |
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