好久好久好久没有来这里了。

感觉都快不认识了。今天来这里除除草，种种花。

 

前一阵子真是混沌呀。相信每个人现在都在自己的人生路口，正努力的向着自己选好的方向使劲地努力着。

我也一样。

经过了漫长的徘徊，最终决定找个工作，先真实的了解一下社会和工作，脚踏实地，找到自己的兴趣以及不足，然后再去深造深造。

基本上是这样。

在将近两周的煎熬之后，在我每天晚上默默祈祷不要没人要之后，终于拿到了第一个，也是最care的一个offer.

现在生活又要恢复正常和努力啦。

为了未来而积攒更多的知识和能力！

 

路上的各位，一起努力呀！！！

风雨过后总会有彩虹：）

 

p.s. thanx, tyler and world!!

有些思绪，就如潮水。

被屏蔽在意志的大坝外。

 

可是当你忍不住去想打开闸门，

看看另一侧的潮水是不是已经退了的时候，

往往并不那么幸运

——潮水没退，汹涌依然的扑过来。

 

 

我们被自己认为存在的不明力量推倒了人生的岔路口，面临着抉择，体味着彷徨。

那种力量或许是社会，或许是自己肩上的责任，或许是未来。

 

没有人愿意一辈子庸庸碌碌，当一辈子的凡夫俗子。

但是当这个世界把平平安安轻轻松松的过活也设置为一种生存的状态的时候，

许多人却甘心停住脚步了。

 

生活的确是很辛苦的，for adults.

成人的世界里，美好的事物都是需要代价的，需要用汗水浇灌的。

正是因为他们来之不易，所以才称其为美好吧。

 

年轻，就是尝试，就是可能。

不要再为自己划定框框。

不要再为自己戴上镣铐。

 

要用微微的痛楚，保持清醒的头脑，调出浓浓的美好，享用一生

 

it is really not an easy semaster.

the beginning 5 weeks mostly were spent in our school library.

few hanging outs, little exercising...

 

but on hearing that our department is going hiking this weekeng to  DRAGON KING MOUNTAIN, ZHEJIANG, i cannot wait anymore.I NEED TO RELAX!! although this big surprise made my working day schdule really tight.

 

recommand you all to do some exercise, i know how busy u all r. but exercising really provides people enthusiasm and good mood.

 

splended spring for everyone!!

 

maybe i have been writing too much of my sad and depressed thoughts here.

hehe, when i am happy, i seldom write it down here.

sorry to make you all worry about me.

i am enjoying my life now, very much, although there are tough times!!

wish u happy!!

in english, when people say come/go, they depend on where the speaker and the moving subject are.

however, in china, when we say回， then it feels more like to somewhere home.

so when talking about shanghai, which verb should i say?

why some people have become friends, lovers, couples, is perhaps the other ones have what they r persuing:

acompanying, characteristics they don't have but they wish to have, characteristics they r proud/shame of and they share the same, or sth similar as those who had left trace in their heart...

 

maybe those have satisfied the most important few items have been the most important to us. 

but what would u do if they r looking for sth the ex-beloved ones possessed from u?